And because I’ve gotten some Asks, I also want to assure anyone wondering that my depression issues aren’t any worse than usual and aren’t the motivation for my blog deletion. But thank you for being worried about me. It’s one of the reasons I <3 all of you so much.
I am in the process of deleting my Tumblr account. It won’t be immediate because I have to mentally work myself up to it. I didn’t want to just disappear without saying anything, and I also wanted to make sure everyone understood this is not because anyone offended or attacked me, or because I don’t love Tumblr or the fandoms I’m involved in. Because I DO. I do so very, very much. Each and every one of you has made in immeasurable impact on my life over the last 3+ years. Honest. I would literally (in the very literal sense of the word hahaha) not be the same person I am today without everything you all have taught me. I’m also still writing, so don’t worry about TAMNIH not getting finished.
I promise, you can always find me in the drift.
This means if you really need me you can always message Cede.
mercedelede and I just watched the most adorable group of preschoolers perform a clogging recital.
When a person I liked and admired makes a horribly misogynistic, shaming, judging, gross post, it’s probably one of the worst feelings of betrayal I can feel about an online relationship.
I just ate an entire large pizza. By myself. I also drank a bottle of wine, but that’s not actually out of the ordinary.
All A’s! ALL A’s!!!
Also, I got seven bottles of wine for graduation. I feel like my friends know me well.
I was awarded the scholarship!! Which means I’m going to get half the amount of my tuition deposited in my bank account! Which is…significant. But even more, I’m so stoked they thought of me and thought what I’ve been trying to do this last year was worth mentioning.
Ugh, just this one three page essay stands between me and graduation. And I need to write it tonight. And the one paragraph I have written stares mockingly back at me. I am just burnt out. Also, all I really want to do it mix up cookie dough and eat it raw.
The downside of being a history major is that I can’t enjoy all of these Tumblr posts talking about badass civilizations or people, because I know all the qualifiers and dark sides the posts leave out.